ups n downs

the trip has been postponed to later months due to the political unrest in thailand. Sigh. Now we have to do SPOC, vision screening....but its not too bad i guess. I mean we are still going, just you know later than planned.

And i got my new phone yesterday!!

defective eye

woo hoo! 9 more days to cold water baths and elephant rides.

hmm tmrw gonna get a hiking bag and shoes maybe @ queensway for e trip. Should I?
got two jabs today for tetanus and typhoid. My week consists of specs recyling,oph, ret and other odd jobs for the trip.

today we learnt how to take fundus picture... so cool and i have PPA!!! That one only high myope/glaucoma supposed to have.

so far i have scar on my cornea and a congenital opacity in my lens, PPA @ retina and some other defect which my teacher had said and i cannot remember. Lol my eye has so many so called "defects".Hope i can update more here instead of once in a turquiose moon ;b

vanilla twlight :)

weeee i am back!!! haha i must be the only one excited for me.lol.whatever. what prompted me to come back to write is a song by owlcity- specifically vanilla twilight
i love that song and i had to write it somewhere. And i have news, i am going to thailand(chiang rai) during march for 14 days for my ITP.

i don't understand why GOOGLE has a happy holidays logo? i thought holidays were just over??? now i am trying to do my homework...and oh yes almost forgot, i am reading a weirdass storybook titled a widow for a year. its written in third person and i am not used to such books and it does not help that the story has a weird quality, i just can't put my finger on what is exactly the cause of the book's weirdness. now i am just rambling. back to homework with vanilla twilight in the background. bye.

The stars lean down to kiss you
I lie awake and miss you
pour me a heavy dose of atmosphere

cause i'll dose of safe and soundly
but i'll miss your arms around me
i'd send a postcard to you dear
cause i wish you were here

I'll watch the night turn light blue
but its not the same without you
because it takes two to whisper quietly

the silence isn't so bad
till i look at my hands and feel sad
the spaces between my fingers
are right where yours fit perfectly

I'll find repose in new ways
though i haven't slept in two days
cold nostalgia chills me
to the bone

drenched in vanilla twilight
i'll sit on the front porch all night
waist deep in thought because
when i think of you i don't feel so alone

as many times as i blink
i'll think of you tonight
i'll think of you tonight

when violet eyes get brighter
and haevy wings grow lighter
i'll taste the sky and feel alive again

And i'll forget the world that i knew
but i swear i won't forget you
oh, if my voice could reach
back through the past
i'd whisper in your ear
oh darling, i wish you were here
.......
xooooox

pink walls

Pink walls i would be leaving you
A dream of the past gone cue
For the past ten years stuck like glue
But soon i would be leaving you

Rose pink walls who would care
Not that i did but its not fair
To be ripped from your cozy lair
Like a wild cub from its mother bear

Tangled in my secrets and lies
Pink walls enveloped my entire size
Kept me safe from all prying eyes
Concealed from all even the wise

Dreading our imminent seperation
Ploughing through sheer desperation
Disregarding meaningless compensations
Cluthed on to my rose pink walls
with renewed strength and determination

reconciled <3

wow so long since my last post. Since then have gotten sick, recovered,done with my my end of sem exams, done shopping for hari raya, met up with friends... hahaha ok ok i know my bad for not sharing. Now am counting down the days to hari raya and contemplating between getting heels at aldo or buying makeup at MAC cosmetics with my hangbao $$$. I know, talk about planning ahead.

The colours from the marilyn minter collectioin look so excitinggg!
Glitter
Gold Sparkling chunky gold
Reflects Copper Sparkling saffron
Reflects Rust Sparkling warm red
Fuchsia Sparkling fuchsia



and the pigment colours just screamed out to me
Pigment
Brash & Bold Bright magenta
Push the Edge Deep bright purple with pearl
Cocomotion Dirty gold with a olive undertone with gold sparkle
Heritage Rouge Dirty brown plum

filling spaces

Got back exam results marks were ok-ok lor.

just watched material girls and hilary duff can't act to save her life. GOD, URGGH her phony cutsey voice was really grating on the ears. If she actually spoke like that in real life she deserves a punch on her perfect but plastic nose!!! the life jacket for this movie were the hot bfs of the sisters and of course the clothes worn by the sisters. But even some of the clothes were pretty ugly. I used to actually like hilary duff. But that was before i saw her act. I know i have been late in finding this out but its better late than never. After scrutinizing her face i agree she looks like a horse.

cls and exams.

It has been super long since my last update. Two words: EXAMS/LAZY.
So no update haha. Exams were okay. No results yet but i know its going to be mediocore or slightly towards the not so good side.------

And now for my new obsession : Christian louboutin!!!!
I have vowed to myself that i will at least own a pair...there are sooooooooobeautiful!!! ahhhh!!! maybe a classic in black,nude i know my choices seem more towards the boring side but once when i at least have the essential might look at others but for now i just have to be content with drooling all over my laptop :(

ok feast your eyes...