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ups n downs

2010-03-17T16:16:00.000-07:00

the trip has been postponed to later months due to the political unrest in thailand. Sigh. Now we have to do SPOC, vision screening....but its not too bad i guess. I mean we are still going, just you know later than planned.

And i got my new phone yesterday!!

defective eye

2010-03-11T05:57:00.000-08:00

woo hoo! 9 more days to cold water baths and elephant rides.

hmm tmrw gonna get a hiking bag and shoes maybe @ queensway for e trip. Should I?
got two jabs today for tetanus and typhoid. My week consists of specs recyling,oph, ret and other odd jobs for the trip.

today we learnt how to take fundus picture... so cool and i have PPA!!! That one only high myope/glaucoma supposed to have.

so far i have scar on my cornea and a congenital opacity in my lens, PPA @ retina and some other defect which my teacher had said and i cannot remember. Lol my eye has so many so called "defects".Hope i can update more here instead of once in a turquiose moon ;b

vanilla twlight :)

2010-01-14T06:03:00.000-08:00

weeee i am back!!! haha i must be the only one excited for me.lol.whatever. what prompted me to come back to write is a song by owlcity- specifically vanilla twilight
i love that song and i had to write it somewhere. And i have news, i am going to thailand(chiang rai) during march for 14 days for my ITP.

i don't understand why GOOGLE has a happy holidays logo? i thought holidays were just over??? now i am trying to do my homework...and oh yes almost forgot, i am reading a weirdass storybook titled a widow for a year. its written in third person and i am not used to such books and it does not help that the story has a weird quality, i just can't put my finger on what is exactly the cause of the book's weirdness. now i am just rambling. back to homework with vanilla twilight in the background. bye.

The stars lean down to kiss you
I lie awake and miss you
pour me a heavy dose of atmosphere

cause i'll dose of safe and soundly
but i'll miss your arms around me
i'd send a postcard to you dear
cause i wish you were here

I'll watch the night turn light blue
but its not the same without you
because it takes two to whisper quietly

the silence isn't so bad
till i look at my hands and feel sad
the spaces between my fingers
are right where yours fit perfectly

I'll find repose in new ways
though i haven't slept in two days
cold nostalgia chills me
to the bone

drenched in vanilla twilight
i'll sit on the front porch all night
waist deep in thought because
when i think of you i don't feel so alone

as many times as i blink
i'll think of you tonight
i'll think of you tonight

when violet eyes get brighter
and haevy wings grow lighter
i'll taste the sky and feel alive again

And i'll forget the world that i knew
but i swear i won't forget you
oh, if my voice could reach
back through the past
i'd whisper in your ear
oh darling, i wish you were here
.......
xooooox

pink walls

2009-09-15T19:48:00.000-07:00

Pink walls i would be leaving you
A dream of the past gone cue
For the past ten years stuck like glue
But soon i would be leaving you

Rose pink walls who would care
Not that i did but its not fair
To be ripped from your cozy lair
Like a wild cub from its mother bear

Tangled in my secrets and lies
Pink walls enveloped my entire size
Kept me safe from all prying eyes
Concealed from all even the wise

Dreading our imminent seperation
Ploughing through sheer desperation
Disregarding meaningless compensations
Cluthed on to my rose pink walls
with renewed strength and determination

reconciled <3

2009-09-14T21:02:00.000-07:00

wow so long since my last post. Since then have gotten sick, recovered,done with my my end of sem exams, done shopping for hari raya, met up with friends... hahaha ok ok i know my bad for not sharing. Now am counting down the days to hari raya and contemplating between getting heels at aldo or buying makeup at MAC cosmetics with my hangbao $$$. I know, talk about planning ahead.

The colours from the marilyn minter collectioin look so excitinggg!
Glitter
Gold Sparkling chunky gold
Reflects Copper Sparkling saffron
Reflects Rust Sparkling warm red
Fuchsia Sparkling fuchsia

and the pigment colours just screamed out to me
Pigment
Brash & Bold Bright magenta
Push the Edge Deep bright purple with pearl
Cocomotion Dirty gold with a olive undertone with gold sparkle
Heritage Rouge Dirty brown plum

filling spaces

2009-07-10T10:06:00.000-07:00

Got back exam results marks were ok-ok lor.

just watched material girls and hilary duff can't act to save her life. GOD, URGGH her phony cutsey voice was really grating on the ears. If she actually spoke like that in real life she deserves a punch on her perfect but plastic nose!!! the life jacket for this movie were the hot bfs of the sisters and of course the clothes worn by the sisters. But even some of the clothes were pretty ugly. I used to actually like hilary duff. But that was before i saw her act. I know i have been late in finding this out but its better late than never. After scrutinizing her face i agree she looks like a horse.

cls and exams.

2009-07-04T00:56:00.000-07:00

It has been super long since my last update. Two words: EXAMS/LAZY.
So no update haha. Exams were okay. No results yet but i know its going to be mediocore or slightly towards the not so good side.------

And now for my new obsession : Christian louboutin!!!!
I have vowed to myself that i will at least own a pair...there are sooooooooobeautiful!!! ahhhh!!! maybe a classic in black,nude i know my choices seem more towards the boring side but once when i at least have the essential might look at others but for now i just have to be content with drooling all over my laptop :(

ok feast your eyes...

ROUTINE

2009-05-28T05:01:00.000-07:00

This whole routine is getting old so am i and so are you- this is how life feels like

SP makeup artiste club interview

2009-05-13T07:55:00.000-07:00

Today i went for the makeup club interview...the questions asked were pretty basic stuff. I was fairly relaxed during the interview... i was actually having a nervous while waiting for my turn; but when my my turn came i just kinda calmed down. They asked questions like why do want to be in this club?, have you got experience? what can you do to make eyes look bigger and the worst question... if a makeup event clashes with your classes which would you pick... i figured it was a trick question to see who is irresponsible enough to skip classes. :p
I gave my most pained look and said 'uhh no i would go to my class'. So hopefully that was the right answer to the question. I really want to get in. But if i don't its okay as well.(Just reminding myself about the worst) I am a melancholic so its in the blood.

The long and the short of it....(Paradox poem)

2009-05-03T06:14:00.001-07:00

This poem is so clever...can anybody figure it out? i understood the first 4 paragraghs but trying to understand the last 2 gets very confusing even after reading the explanation. But i love it anyway.

Why is it that long is shorter than short,
And short is longer than long?
Why is long not longer than short
And short not shorter than long?

Why is not shorter shorter than short,
As longer is longer than long?
And why is longer shorter than shorter
And shorter not shorter than long?

If shorter was short and short was shorter,
Then shorter'd be shorter than short.
But if long were longer and longer were long
Then longer'd be shorter than long.

I hereby suggest that shorter be long
And longer be shorter instead.
Then long would be longer
'Thus longer than short
And short could be just as it was.

But if longer is shorter, is shorter longer,
And shorter not long as I said?
And if long is now longer and shorter now long,
Is short still as short as it was?

Can longer be shorter, whilst shorter is long,
Or is shorter now longer not long?
And if long is now longer and shorter is long,
Is long not shorter as well?

Explanation in the website http://www.curiouser.co.uk/paradoxes/word.htm

labour day

2009-05-01T00:54:00.000-07:00

not written any poem for some time, so typical of me.
anyways today is labour day YAY.

Thursday i bought a novel by Jodi Picoult - sister's keeper from my school they had a 30% discount so grabbed them at 12 bucks:D
Its a heart wrenching story, dissolved me to tears, almost...but the story has such an unexpeced turn of fate. Just shows how fragile life is.

Hmm i just learned how to do retinoscopy with the my retinoscope, the concept behind it is not that hard but performing it is tough. I am such a blur sotong i had to have eplained to me twice and still i had doubts here and there but its a start anyway.

back to school

2009-04-23T05:47:00.000-07:00

hmm......school's started its still the same old boring routine shit. But i heard from many that year 2 is where you experience the wrath of OPTOMETRY. I have like 5 modules plus 1 gem module. My gem module for this semester is psychology and counselling, i have it tommorow.

And the weekend would be spent doing some reports. Yes i have reports to hand in already and itS like the fourth day of year two. The reports are nothing too difficult but still its crap.tommorow is gonna be a long day at school till 8-effing5!

I don't even know when i became this person who works so hard for academic success. I know others who work harder but maybe they were born this way or whatever but not me.I am a lazy bitch :0 yeah gotta admit that. I have to work harder than ever to get ahead and i asked myself issit just to be ranked above others? Partially true nope 1/4true, humans are humans we like to be on top but that really is not all for me i have a hidden agenda for wanting to do well. If i don't my worst fear might come true and even if i suceed doing well it does not mean i am off the hook.well.

and almost all my classmates are supahsmart people so i have to workkkkkk my ass off...

and i hope to write more poems even after school starts... :)

Back to some hardcore studying.yuck.

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Baby I'm bad, I'm the fear in your eyes
That hate in your heart has been branded with my name
Maylene and the sons of disaster- Darkest of kin <3<3<3

Sweet Slavery

2009-04-20T20:12:00.000-07:00

A waft of you
Deadly seduction
Sweet slavery
My addiction

Though you taunt
Pull my strings
I succumb to you
For my thrills

Chasing a mirage
Ran to my end
Into your arms
Straight to hell

Voices cried
Out to me
Shaking me, back
To reality

Deep down inside
I knew my fate
Surrendered myself
To destiny

I sway my limbs
Dance to your tune
Heedless of danger
I follow your lead

Nashira.B

Vicious Cycle

2009-04-08T23:46:00.000-07:00

A poem i wrote....

As memories unravel
Realizations are made
My mind marvels
At all I have missed

It has been said
It is never too late
To seize what’s left

And it’s still too early
To determine my end
I say to myself

As the sun sets
And flowers wither
I reveal my feathers
Set to soar

But all are gone
Oblivion
I bawl at life
Shriek in despair

Bereft of hope
Sunk in stupor
I avert my eyes
And loose hold

Out of the blue
As it arrives
I turn my back
Give it a miss

It’s a vicious cycle
I live to regret

-Nashira. B

Exercise and

2009-03-31T06:33:00.000-07:00

so nothing much up....
I want to exercise i have not exercised since god knows when.
I will ask kulsum to follow me to gym cos if i go alone it would be embarassing and boring.
I think one day my computer would bust as i have been using it for so many hours and i wish i had more friends who i am actually interested to talk to.

And i have been listening non-stop(almost) to your guardian angel- Red jumpsuit apparatus it makes me yearn.

i always have troble coming up with a title-

2009-03-27T20:28:00.000-07:00

SO its been quite sometime since my last update...
Quite a number of stuff had happened.

Last week or the week before i can't really remember I went to vivo with xiang hua and her sis. Was fun. I bought some MAC stuff which amounted to,a frigging $113. But it is money well spent i must say. I bought a blending brush, 2 e/s( amber light, brownscript)Lipglass(pink lemonade)

AND i just ordered the 88 matte eyeshadow palette. I'm soo excited to try it out can't wait to get it. $SG38

and I got a FACEBOOK account. I thought i will never get one. But jumped onto the bandwagon, oh well. The games are fun and kulsum made it for me. Thanks girl :D.

OH and i was supposed to attend a survey at saffron hill research company at 6.30pm this wednesday and i was late when they had reminded time and again to be on time. So typical of me. Actually it was because of my mum. Anyway i reached there at 7pm and the discussion had commenced so i cannot join in. The funny part was the woman who was trying to explain to me why i cannot join discussion.
She went like this : 'It'S NOT THAT YOU ARE NOT GOOD OR ANYTHING OR THAT WE CHANGED OUR MIND ABOUT YOU IT'S JUST THAT WE hAVE ENOUGH PEOPLE IN THE ROOM SO YOU ARE NOT REQUIRED FOR THE DISSCUSION.'

It was something along those lines can't remeber her exact words... But the point is why can't you just say that you are late so you can't join them instead of it's not that u are not good enough urmm wats the point of that??? I looked like i needed reassurance??

But the good part: i got the incentive even without joining the discussion. Yes i got $50 out of travelling till tiong bahru how good is that. Apparently they always make sure more than enough people are signed up for the discussion. But they still give the money to those who turn up but who are not in the discussion. How cool is that!

Some jobs i had applied to had given me positive replies but it is not the job i want. too bad nashira :(

i should update more frequently so that i do not have to type so much at one go.

Blogging is fun, forward another ten years it would be soo fun reading what i had writen :D

Love the outfit by ashley olsen

2009-03-19T18:21:00.000-07:00

# Dress like: Ashley Olsen - by CHANELL. on Polyvore.com

Exam results :)

2009-03-17T17:25:00.000-07:00

I JUST received my exam results!
Not bad. Soo much better than last term but there's still room for improvement.

Ocular Anatomy: A

Ocular Physiology: A

Intro Pathology: A

Physiological and Visual Optics:B+ Yay at last i get something nice for this subject

Report writing and Presentation:B+

Ocular Microbiology:B

Character Development:B Wow not even B+ for this!? I suck:( seriously

Better Speech for Better Pronounciation: Distinction My first dist in Poly

Tromborg + Rant

2009-03-16T03:40:00.000-07:00

Yeah i am giving up... soo sad of me :( I just have about a month of holiday left so i don't know but just maybe some company i hd applied to would call me? wishful thinking. Okay on to other topics.

I just collected my tromborg mineral foundation after so long and guess what the colur is too dark for my skin tone. I had my doubts about the colour but the makeup artist was confident that she had chosen the right colour so i went with her choice. But it's not really a waste as it goes well with my mum's skin tone. And my mum got me other stuff as well. Oh, the perks of shopping with your mum :p. She got me the healing aloe vera gel and mud mask mineral rich dead sea black mud. The aloe vera gel smells lovely and smooths on the skin delightfully :). But the mud mask is a little harsh on the skin and has a burning sensation but leaves the skin fine textured and smooth to the touch.

And i got a nice shock after reading someone's blog. I am quoted word for word. Seriously, its melodramatic of that person. If he is so unhappy he should have confronted me. But it is NOT my fault that you got to know about the change of classroom venue for the pathology examination through a person from another class cos guess what i just knew when i arrived at school about a few minutes to spare before the exam. I would like someone to enlighten me why was i only informed on the day of the exam maybe about 5 minutes to spare then maybe i can explain why i had not informed the rest of the class. And why would i not want to inform the class if i had known.

I may not be the best asst class rep but i tried and thats all that matters. To me. If you want any other explanations sure. You can ask me.

jobless :(

2009-03-11T23:08:00.000-07:00

Still jobless:( but i am still on the lookout I hope i don't give up soon i want to keep looking but the way the whole job finding thing is going i just feel like abandoning the thought of finding one. But what keeps me going is that i can eventually get my damned MAC brushes and a few other stuff which i am in dire need of if i ever get a job.

Going to my aunt's house later cause she cut her finger accidently and got it stitched so going to visit her later.

....

2009-03-07T07:27:00.000-08:00

So the outing with my classmates on thursday went quite well. But the food was mediocre. I need to get so many stuff but my budget is like a quarter of what i want to get :( EEEP i hope to get a job by hook or crook i just have to. My saturday was spent in my mum's room cause my dad's friends came.

Longest Post i think

2009-03-03T18:57:00.000-08:00

wow things had turned ugly so fast between 2 of my classmates.I don't really know who to blame or is there anyone to blame. I know one did propose a plan with good intentions but you can't say the other cannot disagree with the plan, regardless good intention or not. But i think some statements were definately misintepreted and took personal by one.
i am the assistant class rep and it has been bugging me if i should have intervened at some point of time,but what say do i have when i do not know what happened between some of my classmates. So i kept my nose out of it, and i don't really know if what i did was right... but my friend said its not something i can solve so why bother and get myself into the mess even though i still wish i had done something. oh whatever. anyways i am going to step down from my post and hand it over to the next person very soon so...

Okay, i always write collective posts, most of the time. I update once a month/week and only update the highlight of the week/month. I think i want to change that maybe.

And i have been on the net doing research on MAC cosmetics brushes and foundation and i kind of know what to get next when i visit the MAC store soon. But i am on a budget so i might have to skip some of the brushes which are supposed to be must-haves or maybe should i just wait till xmas/hol season and get the machine made ones which are slightly inferior in quality compared to the full size hand made ones. Hmmpf i am lost.

AND just yesterday i tried for a job application at causeway point and it did not go anywhere. When i enquired about the job the guy cut me off by answering flatly that number 1 they needed employers 35 years old and above.
Why do they need 35 year old and above aunties who talk too much and can get spit inside the the hand-made choclates is beyond me. Urgh i need a part time job.

And why MAC had to collaborate with hello kitty.Yuck. I had checked out the eyeshadow palettes. The colours looked attractive enough even though i do not dig the hello kitty packaging. But after reading reviews about the palettes i have decided on not getting them. The colour pay-off is not vey good and the texture is slightly chalky according to reviewers. The MAC hello kitty collection is out in Singapore on 6th March 2009

And i ate pastamania with my mum like yesterday and would be going again with my classmates tommorow ;) hopefully everything goes well.

Now i am off to bake a ready made marinated chicken bought from cold storage :) and might later go to fix my heels which are worn off and the metal heel part is sticking out so i cannot walk properly in it.

I think this my longest post to date.

Treasure :)

2009-02-26T08:50:00.000-08:00

omg i found the most awesome blog ever: all of the blog is dedicated to mary-kate and ashley olsen! its just beautiful. All the pictures of them in the blog got me soo very excited. I am going to be hooked onto the blog anyway the blog is
Olsens Anonymous

time to chill

2009-02-24T00:12:00.000-08:00

Exams ae OVER yayayay!!!!
and my mum thinks it time that i help her do house work :(
she says she has had enough of me giving her excuses that i have to study grrr.
Anyway going to get my tromborg mineral foundation from ELLE magazine:) hope they are of good quality...

more shopping, cleaning my room junk, update my blog with pictures- and just being blah during hols
i don't even know how long are my holidays uh maybe 6 weeks? i think.

so first school year is over hmmph year two student soon.

hope this semester results are better than past sem should be better i just feel it.

ohhh k tats it gotta go help momma :(

waiting for HOLIDAYS

2009-02-18T02:20:00.000-08:00

no update for long cause its exam time
BUT just two more exams and i am done for this year then its the much awaited holidays! just can't wait... :)

(i don't own the picture)
A GLOW IN THE DARK tatoo that is only visible under uv light. nice

Gossip girl eye candy <3

2009-01-29T07:39:00.000-08:00

ed westwetwick the ultimate bad boy.

Ed westwick and chace crawford. Chace crawford is like a mannequin, he looks so perfect-too perfect at times. I am not in love with ed westwick but with chuck bass. lol.

Chuck bass/ed westwick again

Put this up to perk myself. It gets boring when you study for hours straight.

ohh. :) i can envision him singing- 'this is why i'm hot'

PIG EYEBALL

2009-01-25T23:45:00.000-08:00

update.......
friday i cut a pig's eyeball. I imagined it to be like cutting a jelly but it was harder than that it was much thougher. Then got to see the lens, retina and blah blah blah....was cool anyway

saturday went to changi beach with family and cousins. Was kinda boring but it was an oppurtunity to catch up with cousins could have been better if we had played some games and if the irritating wind had stopped blowing. We overnighted there for a day and came back on sunday...

Exams are coming soon so the rest of Chinese new year holiday would be spent studying and perfecting my RWP report (HOPEFULLY) I never study when i say i would :(

Weekend and book seller

2009-01-12T04:15:00.001-08:00

Saturday i went with kulsum to singapore poly open house
We had free popcorn and cotton candy. Yummie.
I was out of Singapore Poly by 12am plus i believe.
I had ordered the book 'I believe you' by Low Kay Hwa from a girl on friendster. She wanted to meet me at dover MRT around 12pm and she ended up coming at 1pm.
I was waiting at the MRT platform for about an 1 hour. When she had arrived she demanded that i come down to the ground level to collect the book from her as she did not want to pay the MRT fare to come up and meet me up at the platform. What audacity. The only reason that i wanted her to come up was so that she can pay for the fare. DUH. Dumb bitch. Since i was running late cos i was following kulsum to her friend's birthday party later in the evening i had to give in to that girl and go down to collect my book. I asked for $1 discount but she refused. 1 hour ok not just 15 or 20 mins. If she had something on she should have said so.
Customer Service Rating: -3784632307.

Then went to Aloha Changi for kulsum's friend birthday.It was okay: read boring. The food literally made me cry. Oh no not for more but for water. God it was soo damn spicy.Someone said my name sounded japanese. Weird that's the first time i got such a comment on my name. Then some random guy at the party dropped us at harbour front MRT cause it was nearer to our house. We had to leave before the real fun started. Yah so that took up my whole Saturday.

Nothing much happened on Sunday. Sunday is always my lazy day. Somehow everything seems slow on a sunday for me. But i hate sundays because the next day would be a school day.
I wish that blogger comes up with something that auto-checks our spelling so that i do not have to read again for spelling errors.

And good luck to everyone getting their GCSE o-level results today. I remember i was so nervous that i was shivering when i collected my results. haha. But all had went well for me i am sure it would be the same for all of you. We always picture the worst but it would turn out fine. I am just happy that i am done with it.

More results and crap stuff

2009-01-07T02:44:00.000-08:00

woop! i got back my results for the rest of my papers. I truly am happy with my results this sem.
RWP,pathology,microbiology: for all these i scored above 70 yay! really not what i expected i thought i would just scrape through microbiology and pathology but i did more then that. Good for me. Hope i do the same for my finals.

Okay other stuff: i just got hooked into another author :Low Kay Hwa
he's stories are really good BUT i hate that his stories are set in Singapore.He even uses names of school's from singapore and i find that really irritating. Nevertheless i am going to get one of his books anyway just to know the end of the story which i had been reading online. Oh and he is an ex-student of singapore polytechnic
his website:www.goodybooks.com

Oh and i must buy 2 eye equipments to check eyes which would cost about $700-$900 my mum said she would pay for it i hope she just not change her mind about it.

and i know i said i would upload pictures but the picures are no way gonna reach me anytime soon cos some people just refuse to email the pictures to me hhmmph. Maybe i should just invest in a camera of my own?

HERE i come 2009

2008-12-31T09:04:00.000-08:00

Happy 2009 to all

wow 365 days are gone,now we are in for the next set of 365 days
It does not even feel like a year it just feels confusing.
2008 felt short but long at the same time.
Um maybe its because my school started at march so my holidays are messed up and its not in sync with other people. and when people are starting a new grade in school i am still at the same level so it feels like its not really a new year... ahh but it is.

Oh and got back my results for 3 papers.i did okay i am happy at least with some

Visual optics: hmm i dono why but i just keep messing up this module did not fail but nothing fascinating

Physiology: Awesomeness :)

Anatomy: triple Awesomeness i was not expecting to get such good rsults i was like what is this my paper!?

um i have not received results for three more papers hope my luck does not wear off too soon
keeping my fingers crossed haha
and i saw the gossip girl preview for next episode i cannot wait for it AHH!
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oh and a bittersweet farewell to 2008- Thanks for the memories

where to get RB ?

2008-12-26T00:36:00.000-08:00

ohh i so want to get a ray-ban wayfarer original 2140
i know they are kinda old news but whatever they are classics and i like em
AND mary-kate olsen has them so i NEED to have them of course :)
but i dunno where to get the real ones
don tell me to get it online
i am from Singapore so if anyone has any idea where to get them in SG drop me a line.

Food and Friends

2008-12-18T02:23:00.000-08:00

xh n her sister came to my house to make cupcakes and spagetthi bolognese. Both turned out quite well. The cupcakes were slightly hard but the last batch was THE best. It was soft, fluffy and evenly baked in short everything you would expect in a awesomely baked cupcake. AND e chocolate fudge icing on top the cupcake was 'THE ICING ON THE CAKE' Spaghetti was too easy to make but was heavenly YUMMY!
i want more i want more i want more
Salivate....

oh and my white shirt was ruined
the pics do not jusify e 'niceness' of e cupcake and i totally forgot to take pics of my main dish. oh watever.

Absence Makes The Heart Grow Fonder

2008-12-15T04:54:00.000-08:00

Its been a long time since last update cos i am a lazy P.I.G
Procrastinating
Indian
Girl
uhh tat was totally random swear that just came out as i typed
lots have happened since last update
first up my exams are over yay!
its my holiday
i just came back from my holiday in malaysia it was awesome (pics update later)
i have abt 2-3 wks of holiday left before i start school

AND i was e makeup artist for my cousin's 21st birthday and tat was before i left for Malaysia. But i ended up putting about 4 other girls makeup as well. Thank god it all went well. All of them loved their makeup.

Hmm tats about anything interesting that happened and this post is dedicated to that someone that *AHEM* so politely asked me to update my blog

Sunnies and Salmonella

2008-11-13T04:21:00.000-08:00

Just got those sunnies yesterday. my brother's wearing my mom's and i'm wearing mine.
And just looking at my lecture notes and being aware that i have to get all of the stuff in my notes before my exams into my brain gives me SHIVERS.
Salmonella reminds me of salmon. Too bad its not. Its a topic for report writing.
I should start on it NOW. Hmmph.

Discouragement the DEVIL.

2008-11-01T05:07:00.000-07:00

Centuries ago, the devil decided to hold a sale of all the tools of his trade. He displayed all his tools, spick and span for everyone to see. And boy, it was quite a sight! There was the powerful dagger of jealousy, and right next to it was the gigantic sledge hammer of anger. In the other aisle he had laid out the arrows of greed and want and beside them the bows of lust and envy. Other interesting weapons worth of mention would be fear, pride and hatred. Each of them had a corresponding price labelled with the product.

But in a section all for its own, was a unimpressive battered wedge of wood labelled discouragement. Suprisingly this was the most expensive tool. Curious, a guy enquired the devil himself.

"The reason i value this tool so highly is because when nothing else works this never fails. I can always rely on it if any other tool fails me" said the devil, caressing the piece of wood lovingly.

"If i can drive the wedge of discouragement into a person's mind," the devil said,"it opens up the door for everthing else.He cackled. " There is nothing quite so deadly as discouragement." END.

Hatred, fear, or jealousy may lead a person to act unwisely, to fight, run or grab, but at least he acts. Discouragement, on the other hand, harms more than any of these — it causes you to sit down, pity yourself, and do nothing. So now, you know what to do when you feeling discouraged.... GET OUT AND DO YOUR THING!

i am talking about something but nothing

2008-10-26T00:44:00.000-07:00

YAY tommorow is a public holiday(deepavali)

I did a personality test and it reavealed that i am pessimistic, slacker,demanding and an introvert. My most prominent trait being demanding. It kind of bothered me that it said that i am a demanding person. Many, say that you know yourself better than anyone. But lately, so many thoughts are whirling around my head that i don't really know which is the real me.

I know i should not get so screwed over a dumb personality test but i can't help it.

I kinda feel that the small actions, decisions and deeds you do in life determines the kind of person you are and how people perceive you. Nevermind what goes on in our heads, its the actions that potray our character. Be aware that you make an impression on people with what you do.

When you are about to do something rash, always ask yourself is this the real you?
If its a no stay the hell out of whatever you were contemplating to do. Once you do what you know is wrong according to whatever moral code you follow it just becomes easier to do the same thing the next time. Then it becomes a norm to you. Before you know it you are the person who you never thought you would ever be.

Be true to yourself ALWAYS

and its about damn time i took my own advice

*SIGH* i am one confused girl who thinks too much for her own good.

But, ahh at least i acknowledge my woes.
Whoever said ignorance is bliss should be shot down and i used to thimk that i am a happy-go lucky girl.........hahahaha

School

2008-10-24T21:29:00.000-07:00

UGH i have a report to be handed by Tuesday hmmph. The assignments are starting to come in full flow. This semester all my modules are about eyes(what did i expect?) except for report writing and presentation and better pronounciation for better speech. Better pronounciation for better speech is quite fun actually.

A croissant is pronounced as /kwasont/. thats all for now.

Live Life

2008-10-18T13:43:00.000-07:00

okay, so i just woke up from a bad dream and couldn't go to sleep. So here i am tap-tapping on my keyboard.

SUICIDE

I wonder how some have the courage to commit suicide, YES i said courage . Come on, who would dare to jump down a building knowing their gonna crack their skull or who can pump themselves with an overdose of drugs and watch themselves die in a groggy state.

It's scary.The amount of courage they(suiciders) possess.

If the courage taken to hold that gun at your head is chanelled towards facing your life woe's i think anything could be solved. No, i'm not underestimating the problems anyone goes through, i am just saying if there's a will there's a way.

Its a waste really, to just die like that. Life is god's gift.Nothing should take it away from you except himself.

"When you were born, you were crying and everyone around you were smiling. Live life so that when you die, your are the one who is smiling and everyone around you is crying."

Gorgeous models and such

2008-10-13T04:28:00.001-07:00

e event(rouge dior red carpet)i attended was wonderful!
The models were soo Gorgeous AND e makeup was just STUNNING. There were international makeup artists from Spain, Taiwan and the UK. On top of that there were s'pore makeup artists showcasing eveyday makeup looks...

Hmm... i know i said in my previous post that i would not be blogging about day to day events but this event is a once in a lifetime thing for me so it is proper i say something about it here as it means so much to me to have gotten this opportunity.

I would try to post some other stuff in my upcoming posts:) and my sch has just started :(

Highlight: Rouge Dior Red Carpet Event

2008-10-10T16:20:00.000-07:00

I just got back my laptop after servicing and started a blog
um none of e above is connected actually i mean the servicing and the blogging...

i read this guy's blog and i was inspired and i don't usually read ppls blog maybe that was why i was impressed by his blog?

This Blog is not really gg to be a diary of my life/day its gg to be abt ideas or thoughts about life in general...

So yeah, this is my 1st blog entry! hopefully its not just a summer fling but a long term thing with this blog.

AND i am gg to Rouge Dior Red Carpet Event at Takashimaya square today YAY!! :)